memories

all the filthy things you say to me
when you think no-one is around,
i hear them!
and all the dirt you throw at me when
your life is falling apart,
i feel it!
all the guilty looks on your face,
the pain and anger eating you alive,
i see them!
i can't do anything,
i hide in a corner,
i close my eyes,
i run away,
i'm too young...

never

i speak my words of silence
to defy you.
speak...speak...speak...
i house flies in my mouth
to inspire you
speak...speak...speak...
i hide worms under my eyelids
to spare you
speak...speak...speak...
i gather dead thoughts inside my head
to abhore you
speak...speak...speak..
.i teach myself to see right through you
and become you
................silence................